“I Can’t Sleep” … late night thoughts.

As I lay back in my bed looking up at the ceiling high (or drowsy, whatever you wanna call it) from drinking Robitussin, my mind starts to wander & ponder. Wandering to the past as I conjure memories from my life (good & bad), and pondering on the future.. of the world as well as myself.

After speaking with my boy Rzo who is just about to board a plane back to the states after a long visit with his friends & fam in Lithuania, he said something in our conversation that struck me.”Other than Sha passing away and the world beginning to end, it’s been a good year so far.”

That is so true. Funny how that works.

“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times..”  That phrase seems to be more relevant now than ever before in my life. I’ve been happy a great majority of the new year, but it feels like events from the past (personal & worldwide) have left a permanent cloud over the present and even if we share good moments, it’s only like playing in the rain.. even though it’s some of the most fun I’ve ever had in my life.

I say fuck it. I like the rain 🙂

Then I start to ask myself, what am I doing awake? Thinking like always.. just like when I wrote this song. I really did only sleep four hours at a time when I wrote it. I get much more sleep these days, but I still have my nights, like tonight. Nevertheless, it feels good to have outlets such as my music and web logs to express myself on. I just need to make sure that my body is well rested so that I can get over this cold and avoid getting sick … especially when I have so much work to do. I’m working on a great body of work, so I need my body to work great. My goal is to have at least five new projects out this year (a mixtape, an album, a mixtape style album, and at least 2 side projects). That thought alone is enough to put me to sleep, so I think that is what I’ll try to do. Goodnight world. Sleep well..

“I Can’t Sleep” (produced by Khrome)
by Mr. SOS
taken off How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Love The Bomb
QN5 Music 2009

~ by secretagent505 on March 18, 2010.

One Response to ““I Can’t Sleep” … late night thoughts.”

  1. “My goal is to have at least five new projects out this year.”

    Crazy stuff, dude. Love the work ethic!

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